mia's place

I thought I would give a journal a go too
Today I had two of my granddaughters come for the day.
Jamie is 15 and Shannon 7.
They are living in sheltered accomodation at the moment.
Mum and dad are seperated, but seeing each other.
Dad is my son, who is living with me now.
Mum is seeing a psychiatrist and has a support worker.
Its very complicated and very sad.
But today, there was laughter and giggles and big smiles and big hugs.

That is Wonderful Mia that you got the chance to visit with your granddaughters, the Smiles on their faces must have been Beautiful to see. I do hope your son & his wife sort out their differences for the girls sake, & become closer as a family, i will send out Prayers as well.

Many Blessings

Tonight was our closed circle.
I look forward to it every week.
Tonight though, our treasurer was there.
A nice lady, but so blinkin negative *sigh*
Nothing anyone gave her could she take.
And me being such a learner and not much confidence to egin with ......
I sure hope she not there next week.

I know I am different than most.
Since I discovered the internet, learnt about guides, angels, meditation, other beings, soul families and a dozen other things, I wabted to learn more and more.
I joined spiritual groups, healing groups, lightworker, pagan, you name it, I joined it, eager to learn more and more.
I singled out those I felt matched my thoughts best and stayed with them.
Then I found I too could speak about what I had learnt, this gave me confidence.
I became lonely though.
On the boards I used, the members were usually mediums or tarot readers, pagan or had such strong views and argued all the time.
I found none like me, with my gifts and thoughts.
I carried on my search, joining yet more groups, boards, circles.
I have found 3 people with similar energies and gifts to mine and I make sure they dont stray too far from me.
We are not always talking to each other. But dont need to be, because I feel we are more than sister/brother.
I feel we are part of one another.
Its a good feeling.
I would like to have had the gift of mediumship and tarot reading.
But it was not meant to be.
My guide told me I was chosen for my work, because of my stubborness and the use of my free will, lol. And my lack of fear in the astral realms.
So, I must be grateful for what I do have,

I can certainly relate to feeling Lonely & Isolated some just do not understand the work we are chosen for just as i have a hard time understanding the work others are chosen for, i too feel comfortable being around like minded people, i feel very different as well, i think differently than most of the people in my circle do. This makes it very difficult for me to, feel a connection, i know each one of us are connected, although it may not seem that way sometimes, but many of us see things the way we feel comfortable with, but me i don't feel comfortable sharing what i can see outside the box of reality, because people just do not understand, but i do share even when its tough, even though people don't understand my way of thinking. Some call me weird, i realized that when someone calls a person weird, they are complimenting them, without even knowing it. Weird means that you see things different than the majority does, and that makes you special. Be confident in your Gifts your Guides will never lead you astray. My apologies if i talked too much about myself, this is your Journal & i enjoy reading it.

Many Blessings

No problem re talking too much here SB. I thank youm for reading and commenting xx

Tomorrow I am off to Oxford for a meet up with some friends from another board I use.
I will be back home on Monday.
Take care everyone.
Love you xxxx

I am wounded, so badly wounded.
Mentally, physically and emotionally.

)-: I am so sorry Mia, here's some Love I am sending your way, hope it helps somewhat your sister at heart, linda

Thank you, I need it badly.

Feel Better Mia,

This, Too, Shall Pass.....

Sorry people, I don't use message boards much now.
I tend to keep myself to myself.
Last year I had a huge upset and since then I have changed to being more reclusive.

I may relate my days out with my friend sometimes xxx

Much Love Mia

I too the past year was much more reclusive, i did not go out much and when i did, it was only when i absolutely had to, i just recently got back here from being away for quite some time. I do go out more now in the summer months, a little sun always helps.

I'm glad you are okay, its great to hear from you, we all missed you Mia.

Many Blessings

Its so good to see you back Mia now its just like old times.

I do understand. I too have had a negative (downward) last two days, and because of this, I too dont feel like communicating on my forums, so I tend to just look in, read and save the link to later when I'm feeling better in myself and more focussed once again to join in. After all the last thing I want to be doing is to bring my negativity into here.

Hey Vanilla, Everything is Going to be Okay, its just temporary, it will pass. Sending you Love Today (Healing)



Smile Vanilla Stay in Faith.

Many Blessings

(((Spirit Being)))

(((Vanilla)))

you guys are soooooooo SWEET....LoL



I LOVE "kits" Spirit, ty

That is just the sweetest smile tree I've ever seen.

On Saturday we went to Sutton Hoo, the site of a Viking burial ground

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sutton_Hoo

There is a nature walk all around too.
We walked around the burial mounds, then into the woods nearby, sat and sort of connected to the mounds.
Jane had a lovely conversation with a blacksmith who died aged 36, he got agitated when she asked how he dide, so left that bit. She got his name, his wifes too. He had 3 daughters. He told her a piece of his work was buried under where we were sitting, so she picked up a stone in its place.
He is reincarnated and alive now, but could talk with her because he was asleep.

I got Alfred, he fought with the king. He was really angry cos his grave had been disturbed. I said he was not in it now, so why be angry. That made him worse!
So I spent all my time calming him down *sigh*
Apparently, although he believes in the afterlife, he still didnt want his remains and belongings touched.
He has not been reborn.

We had a really lovely day, perfect weather a tasty picnic and a delicious mug of hot chocolate, with all the trimmings before leaving for home

On Sunday we went to woods/a forest near Sizewell.
We found a lovely Beech? tree to sit under and eat our picnic, then we laid down to sleep/meditate.
As we were walking along the path, we both noticed a presence.
As I shut my eyes, I knew there were 3 'other beings' (aliens) near us watching.
They were tall and had long thin arms and legs.
I wasn't sure of them, so told them we meant no harm, cos I 'knew' they thought the forest was theirs, they kept it healthy was what I got and we were laying down in it.
I quickly put a bubble of protection around Jane and me and asked angels to keep us safe.
Not long after, I realised by the calmness of energy they had gone, so I slept.
Next Iknew I sort of bumped down!
Now I dont know for sure, but I think I was taken somewhere, cos how else would I bump down?
I laid there for a bit, thinking it all over, J had her eyes shut.
Then I felt the energy again. it was on my feet, then legs, then back.
I told it 'no' cos I knew it would be in me next. I asked angels and guides to keep it away from me.
I sat up and moved around, tried to stop thinking about it, so I didnt attract them again.
When I told J, she hadnt got anything of the sort, she had a lovely meditation talking to the guardian of the tree!I am very wary of being with other beings, cos one attached itself to me once and I was very, very ill through it.
And the one who removed it for me (I didnt even know I had it!) I am no longer in touch with, so, wouldn't know who to turn to if it happened again.

I had more contact with them last night.

Sizewell is where we have a nuclear power station.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sizewell_nuclear_power_stations

I didn't like being so close to it, was very on edge to be honest, yet J, who is usually very aware, was bright and breezy.
As I walked into the woods, I knew the presence there was not from this world and felt the trees etc were unreal, couldn't put my finger on what was different about them.

They told me last night that they were keeping protection over all life in the area because of the nuclear emissions!!!!

So why frighten me?
They didnt expect me to be frightened.
I spose I shouldnt have freaked out like I did, I didnt want to be ill again though.